Telepathic Contact

March 15 – I had telempathic (thought over emotion carrier wave) communication with a number of different civilisations.
The amount of Love & Compassion generated by my body during some of these messages was beyond anything I had experienced before.

Message 1:
I am not sure who contacted me first, whoever they were they congratulated my by saying that I had reached 100% of their frequency.
They said that physical contact with me will be “soon” and I had the idea of early April.

Message 2:
I had a message from blue energy of Sirius saying that I had reached the frequency of ‘Harvesting’ and they were congratulating me and that they would send someone out to meet me in short order and help clear up the last vestiges of physical limitation.
I also had the idea that I’d pop out and come back in; and my preference is that if I am to come back in that I do so with full rememberence of everything.

Message 3:
3rd contact was from a severely left brain race thanking me for my determination for non-limitation has been an inspiration to them. They would not say who they are only I would remember when I remember.

Message 4:
From the Ssassani, invitation to join the interstellar alliance as a sovereign being and that they will be in touch “soon” to discuss it further.

Message 5:
From the Plaiedians: they are so pleased and happy that this stage of my journey has completed and They love my dedication to being me.

Message 6:
Gaia: so loving and appreciative to have the existance of my frequency here radiating outwards.

Message 7:
Unknown; living beings thanking me for all the times I have gone into great darkness knowing I am impervious to it all and coming out unscathed and more myself than when I went in.

Follow ups;
Message 1: I found out recently (June 1st) that this race is what we know as the agarthans – and they made semi-physical contact that night in June with me – I was astral travelling and this being chased me down until I was back in my body; then it joined me in my bedroom and started to rewire my body and brain. We shared conversations but due to the nature of the rewiring I can’t remember in detail what they were; primarily they were related to shifts in perspective.

Message 4:
I have been in telempathic communication with the Ssassani since and have the equivalent of the “red bat phone” from the 60s TV show. Which allows me the potential to communicate with the whole interstellar alliance and set up what we call conference calls.
I’ve started the journey of transformative coaching for semi-physical beings who are having trouble communicating effectively with humans.

The latest incidence:
A friend of a friend; who I have never spoken to directly, and she does not speak English, my only language. Has had this challenge with low emotion and depression of years, and her dog got so sick that she had to have time off work to look after it – and lately the dog started to rash and was scratching so much it pulled all the hair off it’s face.
After a distant healing session, during the 2nd distant healing session this “semi-physical” entity showed up in my kitchen – I could barely see it because it was very much out of phase with our physical reality but was interacting with it. But what I did see translated in my physical mind to the species known as “The Shadows” from Babylon 5.
So I carried on with my healing work and it tried to entice me into its dark reality, which I ignored and when it chose to come towards my unified reality the connection we had was pure love and compassion. Instantly I could see what was going on; a being of such unconditional love & assistance communicating with humans using definitions which translate to “Soldier of Darkness” which 99% of humans are terrified of. So I showed it the definitions it was using; the definitions that work with humans which match it’s intent “Guardian of Light”. And how to transition from one to the other. Being semi-physical the second that I finished explaining it had integrated it all and vanished off to its new role.
The friend of a friend reported two things; firstly that she was experiencing more joy than she ever experienced in her life. And secondly that her dog instantly stopped itching; the dog was virtually hibernating, and barking happily and wagging her tail in her sleep and that the rash after 3 days started to fully heal.

0 steps to happiness

I came across the following quote on facebook recently.
“Happiness is not something ready-made. It comes from your own actions.” ~ Dalai Lama

And whilst that resonated with a lot of people, because they really get that happiness has a relationship with how we act in life and towards people there’s a fundamental error in the quote which is this…

The quote presupposes that happiness is caused by taking the right actions, doing the right things and in taking them somehow getting happiness and whilst that’s sounds like a good idea on how to get to Happiness it’s completely backwards.

From NLP we learn that whatever action you take re-enforces what you have now. So if you feel lacking happiness, and you take action to get happiness, the result is reenforcing the lack of happiness and kicking happiness one step further away with each step you take. Which is why the “Think happy thoughts to be happy” strategy (aka positive thinking, aka more action to take) rarely works, because the ‘fully-aliveness’ isn’t there to support the strategy.

Under pinning all of experience, 100% of the time, the actions that we take are the result of the feelings and/or emotions we’re experiencing moment to moment. And those feelings and/or emotions are a direct result of what we’re thinking moment to moment. A natural expression of being alive in a human body is always accompanied with feelings of Love, Wellbeing, Happiness, Joy, Fun & Connection. And what tends to happen, and why people don’t experience that is because when we’re growing up, most of us, we’re conditioned not to feel fully alive, that it’s bad and that in some way we have to reduce the fullness of ourselves so that we can fit in and/or feel safe with the people around us, and/or make the people around less uncomfortable in our presence and a whole host of other reasons and because at a young age our physiology is hard-wired to keep us safe, and living in the fullest of the expression of ourselves often got us told off, we stopped doing it.

And having said that there’s nothing we have to practice to experience Happiness because it’s a natural expression of being human and when we let go of all the conditioned thinking we’ve been brought up with Happiness emanates from our very being-ness and that “frown turns upside down”… on it’s own, without having to do anything.

Impersonal Mind
The formless energy behind life, the source of love, joy, wellbeing, happiness and innate health.

Personal Mind
The mind we use to create our experience of reality. The formless gift to create any thought and have it look and feel real. We can create happy thoughts or sad thoughts, we create 100% of our experience using our Personal Mind.

Consciousness
Our innate ability to be aware and conscious and to have an experience.

Human Brain
The physical interface between the formless and the form. The physical device that consciousness perceives through. The CPU that runs the software of the personal mind using the formless energy of the impersonal mind to power it.

Identity
On the surface, moment to moment, I am a buoyant ball bobbing up and down on the sea, of whatever context sensitive experience I’m in, whether it’s happiness, sadness, love, anger, upset, joy, bliss, all an expression of that moment worts and all.
And underpinning all of that, who I am 100% of the time, is the sea that supports the floating ball and the tide that flows below the surface. The creator and creation. The flowing tide of the universe, the formless energy that creates atoms, molecules, cells and bodies moment to moment.

Detection
Whenever I’m unhappy, it’s because I’m running some mind software that’s creating an experience that’s lacking “the fullness of life”. It’s a lie, a myth, a superstition because “the fullness of life” is what I’m made of. Every cell in my body is powered by the formless energy of the Impersonal Mind, and the only reason my experience is other than that is because I have personal thinking that says otherwise.

Resolution
There’s nothing to do, ever.
Simply noticing that a mind virus is running, that there’s some thinking that’s been going on under the radar until now is enough to shift it because once a person has a deep understanding that they’re made of the fabric of space and time, and that their happiness comes from that all lies that say otherwise simply fall away.

Invisible Thinking & Acting

Today I was recalling a workshop that I’d been on in which we’d been asked to do a comparison between paradigm A and paradigm B. Where A was something like “pretend to a cruel heartless person trying to get money” and B was like “pretend to be an authentic human being who loves to add value to people’s lives”.
A: I couldn’t go there, because “I’m not a cruel heartless person” and “I don’t even want to play that game of pretending”
B: I could easily do because it’s who I am naturally.

At the time what I didn’t realise was there was hidden thinking behind A. It was as if I was looking out over a green field and giving it the thumbs up saying “Yep, it’s all green, all good!”, even though there was a huge Red Fire Truck in the middle of the field, except I was red/green colour blind in that moment so it was completely invisible to me.

And as I was recalling it today, some words came out of my mouth “it’s painful to not be the fullest expression of me” and the moment I spoke that I saw in an 1/8th of a second that I’d been believing a lie for the last 3 decades. I’d been believing that and in doing so, disowned “the actor”, the part of me that pretends not to be me… because for whatever reason doing so was too painful. aka, I was under the illusion that my wellbeing came from being the fullest expression of me, and not doing so somehow diminished my wellbeing – and so pretending to not be me – I wouldn’t even go there, and not from conscious choice, there was something other-than-conscious stopping me and my personal mind made up a random story to explain that away or just cover it up and hide it away.

As soon as I spoke those words “it’s painful to not be the fullest expression of me” I looked over the green field and jumped in surprise as I saw a Red Fire Truck sitting in the middle of the field and all that time I’d been red/green colour blind to the invisible thinking that had me believing that it wasn’t okay to pretend to be someone else.

Impersonal Mind
Impersonal Mind is the fullest expression of the universe, where all things exist as one and are equal.

Personal Mind
Personal Mind creates judgement, comparison, importance, urgency, separation, duality.

Human Brain
The Human Brain can either plug into the Personal Mind, or the Impersonal Mind in any moment.
It can also run Personal Mind ‘software’ in the background, as invisible thinking.
Impersonal Mind ‘software’ is running in the background all the time, every where, in every molecule and atom in the universe, and the Personal Mind clouds it over.

Consciousness
Takes whatever software is running through the brain, and makes it look real, moment to moment.

Scenario
So in the above scenario, I’d been running some Personal Mind ‘software’ in my brain that was “it’s bad and wrong to pretend to be someone else, because it causes me pain”, and it was running in full stealth mode, and consciousness was making that real for me, and for whatever reason I was prevented from doing so to save me from pain. And when I spoke those words, a red flag went off and the Anti-Virus kicked in, because once people understand the nature of thought, it auto-corrects, automatically.

Detection
I know that my wellbeing comes from the Impersonal Mind, from the Formless Energy behind Life – And anything other than that is a lie. Even if a nuclear explosion went off at my feet and all the atoms in my body were blown apart, my formless essence, the source of me would remain unharmed, impervious to the world of form. So any time I hear my self saying “X causes pain” or “I couldn’t have «Feeling» if «story»” I know straight away there’s a hidden lie that’s saying other than “Wellbeing is formless, and impervious to the World of Form”.

Resolution
There’s nothing to do. Ever.
As soon as I see that I’ve been believing an illusion, the moment I see that I’ve been wearing funny glasses that hide the Red Fire Truck in the Green Field, as soon as I notice the glasses, there’s nothing to do, I don’t even have to take the glasses off. As soon as I realise I’ve been wearing funny glasses and it’s been clouding my perception, my wellbeing goes back to the formless, because my wellbeing is impervious to me wearing glasses or not.
There’s nothing to do, because once people understand the nature of thought, it auto-corrects, automatically. Always.

Fish are friends not food

It’s 3:30am and I’ve just woken from a dream.
In the dream; I was ‘trapped’ in some kind of shark infested swimming pool on some kind of reality tv show, and I saw this kid, couldn’t have been more that 18yrs old having his big toe nicked by a tooth of a small shark, then a Great White (his name could have been bruce, I’m not sure) came out of no where and sliced him in two and I woke up with a start.

And even though I knew it’s ‘just a dream it can’t hurt me’ I was still physically terrified, there was part of me that still thought that even in the comfort of my own bed I was still vulnerable to shark bites in that moment and there wasn’t anything I could do to put that part of me at ease – definition of anxiety; being scared even though there’s no real threat in the environment right now.

There wasn’t anything I could do say or think to make the anxiety go away. Trying to calm myself down by thinking strategically didn’t help, going back to sleep resulted in the same dream differently, not sleeping resulted in ‘tossing and turning’ etc they all resulted in more anxiety.

Then I insightfully saw the world differently resulting in the following thinking; ‘hang on, it there’s nothing that can hurt me in the environment right now, there are no man-eating sharks in my bedroom… Why do I even care that I’m scared? There’s nothing here that can hurt me, it doesn’t even matter that I’m scared I’m not under threat’

Boom! Anxiety gone. Not because I’d used some technique or stress management skill, but because I insightfully saw that it was all an illusion, the dream, the thinking, the terror, all of it made up from the start… gone.

Impersonal Mind
Impersonal Mind is the source of Wellbeing, joy, love, calm etc. It’s creating atoms and molecules moment to moment everywhere in the universe all the time, continuously, even the ones that make up your body right now.

Personal Mind
Personal Thoughts are the cause of pain, separation, duality, conflict, confusion and problems. Any time we find ourselves out of the experience of Wellbeing, joy love, calm etc, it’s because we’re using our Personal Mind to think Personal Thoughts, which take us away from the Experience of Impersonal Mind.

As Sydney Banks said “Universal Mind and Personal Mind are not two minds thinking differently, but two ways of using the same Mind”.

Human Brain
The Human Brain can either plug into the Personal Mind, or the Impersonal Mind in any moment.
It can also run Personal Mind ‘software’ in the background, as invisible thinking.
Impersonal Mind ‘software’ is running in the background all the time, every where, in every molecule and atom in the universe, and the Personal Mind clouds it over.

Consciousness
Takes whatever software is running through the brain, and makes it look real, moment to moment.

Scenario
Bad dream, causing Anxiety that perpetuated into waking state. Once I woke up and realised I was in Anxiety, I knew intellectually that I was believing a lie and that the dream wasn’t real, but at a deeper pre-conscious state, the dream was still running and freaking out my body.

Detection
I know that my wellbeing comes from the Impersonal Mind, from the Formless Energy behind Life – And anything other than that is a lie. Even if a nuclear explosion went off at my feet and all the atoms in my body were blown apart, my formless essence, the source of me would remain unharmed, impervious to the world of form.
And so when my body is feeling Anxious, I know that there’s some scary personal thinking going on, either consciously or pre-consciously that’s either visible or invisible to me in that moment.

Resolution
There’s nothing to do. Ever.
The moment I deeply saw that I was safe, no matter what happened, even if the feeling of anxiety stayed all night and I couldn’t get back to sleep, even if all that scary thinking persisted… I knew I was impervious to the thinking and the second I saw it that way, the anxiety lifted and I fell asleep into a beautifully deep fulfilling sleep.
There’s nothing to do, because once people understand the nature of thought, it auto-corrects, automatically. Always.

What Difference can Pixels make?

This morning I woke up and the first feeling I experienced was that of being in love. I’m not in a relationship so I thought to myself, what is it that I’m in love with? A few images came to mind, my two best friends. Then I deeply got it… I can only ever be in love with my thinking. I don’t experience the world out there, I only ever experience my pixellated thinking of the world out there, whatever shape that thinking takes.

And where I’m coming from is; everything in our experience is thinking – everything we see/hear/smell/taste/feel is made up of perceptual thought pixels; based on the data that comes in through our senses.

And what I realised this morning is that I am in love with those pixels, in whatever shape they are taking and when I saw that my experience was made up of thought pixels, and I could love the pixels regardless of whatever picture that was being displayed, my whole world changed.

So that leads to the most important questions of all…
What if, You wall papered your thought created experience with “I am deeply in love with you”?
What if, You fell deeply in love with the feeling of being in love?
What if, You fell in love with your thought pixels, in whatever shape they take?
How powerful would that be?

And what if, that feeling of being in love with itself takes on a life of its own and sustains itself now and going forwards for the next few days and weeks and months and years and decades?
What if, it is so powerfully integrated into your whole being that being-in-love is and continues to be your natural expression of your fullest self.
And what if, just maybe, you having the experience of being in love with your wall-papered thought created reality is so yummy for the people around you that you get invited unexpectedly to aid in the ongoing future of humanity?

How wonderful would your life be once you’ve allowed that to integrate?

Me personally, I’m really enjoying this thinking and way of being in the world.

Power of Human Emotions

Gregg Braden talking about using emotions to create healing within the body and how that affects our DNA and how we can tap into the Universal Intelligence behind life.

Inside-Out Living

What does Inside-Out Living mean?

Living from the Inside-Out means that we realise that our experience of the world is thought generated. That is, when we see a cup “out there in the world” we’re not looking directly at the cup. What we’re looking at is a holographic thought projection of the cup in our mind that’s based on the data that comes from our eyes of the cup.

Our consciousness only experiences our thoughts of the outside world, and it’s job as consciousness is to make those thoughts look as real and as life-like as possible. Which is why, when you look at the cup you believe you’re really truly looking at it, and not the reality that it’s a 3-dimentional-full-coloured-thought-projection.

And, there are two categories of thoughts; Personal thoughts, which reside in your personal mind and Universal thoughts come from the universal thought-field which is everywhere. I’ve created a brief comparison of the differences of the two thoughts below.

Personal Mind	Universal Mind
After Creation	Before Creation
Known	Unknown
One thought away->>	<<-One thought away
I analyse	I embody
I distort NOW	I am NOW
I create Errors	I am what is
Lots of “Stuff”	Zero, Void, “No-thing-ness”
Separation	Unity
YES|NO	Unity
RIGHT|WRONG	Unity
US|THEM	Unity
THERE|HERE	Unity

The implications of this are, when someone does something that’s upsetting in some way and you get angry at them a few things have happened here:
1. Your eyes take in raw data
2. Your brain decipher which parts of the raw data are a person
3. Identifies their face, hands, legs, torso from personal thought
4. Obtains the person’s name, address, personal history with you, any feelings you have towards them from personal thought
5. Identifies them taking an action over time and assigns meaning to that action from personal thought
6. Creates judgement about whether that action is appropriate or not from personal thought
7. Tells the body to create chemicals to generate a feeling based on the judgement
8. Body creates a feeling, which is relayed back to consciousness as thought
9. BAM! You’re angry! Totally justified, rationalised and contextualize anger, and because it’s consciousness job to make your experience look and feel real, you’re stuck right in the middle of it.
And the real clincher is, everything passed step 1 is your own personal thought, you’re not angry at the person or what they’re doing, you’re angry at the personal thoughts you have about what the raw data is doing that you think is a person. So really what’s going on is your thoughts are angry at your own thoughts for making up the meaning, judgement and feelings – which goes a long way to explain why angry people have health problems because they’re always inwardly angry about themselves, thinking they’re angry about the outside world.

Sounds like a bummer doesn’t it… well it may have sounded that way until now I’ll tell you why;
We’re only ever one thought away from Universal Thought, at each stage in the “creation process” above (that I made up as a way of explaining) we can disengage from the projection and deeply see it as a thought created reality that whatever it is we’re experiencing, we made it up, whatever it is we created it. And whatever errors in thought we’ve made up, when we reconnect to universal mind all the little lies that
we’ve been telling ourselves unravel themselves, seem less important and eventually vanish. The secret is to take anything you think less seriously, especially when you’re feeling agitated.

If someone were to walk up to you, grab your arm and give you a chinese burn you’d rightly and instinctively say “Hey, OWW, it hurts, Stop that!”. Well, when you’re feeling a little freaked out or agitated, that’s your body telling you “OWW, that thinking hurts, Stop it!”.

In the personal development and spiritual world, they emphasise “closure” to quieten the personal mind. My experience has of this way of living has been, when I connect to Universal Mind, and have Universal Thought there’s a deep seeing that whatever the personal mind was doing I made up, it doesn’t exist and I don’t need to create it any more. And sometimes the personal mind is like a dog with a bone and wont let go, until you deeply see that the dog, bond and struggle are all imaginary and don’t exist until you create them it all falls away.

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I can’t find what I’m looking for

In answer to the question “I can’t find what I’m looking for” a wise person said:

“You’re already everything you could ever hope or dream for, your innate “that’s it”-ness is already within you. You’re only ever one thought away from wholeness and embracing that deeper. Feel your way there using the cells of your body because you’re alive and what you’re searching for can only come from within you and you’re already here, now.” ~ Becky York

It’s something worth meditating on, with the cells in your body. And if you think you can’t do that, that’s okay, your body knows how and when you relax and allow it to do what it knows how to do you’ll be guided on your way.

Suicide

So, while you’re reading this, you may notice some differences between what think your situation is, and you may notice some similarities, even through the differences. And I invite you to ask a few questions in the background, even if they don’t make sense at first, while reading this they’ll make sense later…

How does this relate to me and the perception I have of my situation?
What are some of the things that are different?
What are some of the things that are the same?
What are the most beneficial distinctions, insights and learnings I can take from this blog post that can benefit my situation right now?
and most importantly
What are some of the most profound and impactful insights I can have that would serve me, right now, to disengage from my perceptual movie and connect to what I am as an extension of a greater source which governs the universe?

“Oh please, take my life, I don’t deserve to be here, I hurt so much, I am in so much pain – I can’t stand any more, I can’t stand being alone, it hurts too much, I’m better off, just ending it all because I gave up hope long ago, and no body else cares”.

I know this script by heart, because I used to hear it playing through my mind constantly for years and it’s well practiced, for the same reason, so I really know this all by heart, it’s easy and effortless to play that script and my body knows exactly what feelings it needs and exactly what behaviours are needed to support it all, it’s so well rehearsed.

And thankfully, I know I’m not my thoughts, or my feelings or my behaviours, these are things I have from time to time and they always pass, and they’re who I am, or ever what I am, and there are 4 billion other people on the planet with the same feelings and thoughts, perhaps not the exact feelings or thoughts, but close as damn it… and just in remembering that, remembering that I’m far more than I think I am. And connecting to what I am, as a divine extension of creation that has me here for a specific reason, even if to me that is incomprehensible, and connecting to that, it makes whatever pain I’m experiencing in the moment completely irrelevant, that doesn’t make it go away, or any less intense, it takes the edge off it, like it’ll pass, it’s okay, everything is okay it’s just at the moment I’m a little freaked out because I’m believing some version of “there’s a monster in the closet“, so I can relax and take time out.

So today has been the first time I’ve felt suicidal in a while and I know “it’s just a movie”, the movie that’s running in my brain, about how the world is so bad and I might as well top myself… and it’s a well watched movie, I know it by heart, except that, now I know it’s just a movie, and not only a movie it’s not even my movie and i don’t want any part in it, and not real unless I immerse myself in it. And not only that, but I’m sitting here, completely physically safe, there aren’t any monsters or lions or tigers trying to eat me, I’m breathing, my heart is beating, I’m typing this, you’re reading it…. so really we’re okay, it’s just we’ve been a little freaked out until now.

And just in the process of writing this, has reminded me, at a cellular level, that everything’s okay, there’s no monsters in the cupboard, and it really is just thinking that makes us think we’re screwed up and can’t cope with the reality of life.

Expand the depths of fear

As you expand the depths of fear, grief and suffering, so too do you expand your capacity for love and joy. Don’t hide away your light from the world, embrace it and go all out. It’s your time to shine.

Bollox to medicating feeling bad, embrace it and flow with it and dance with it and realise it was never a problem.

Are you open to the possibility of an adventure right now? Are you willing to, just for a second, let the flood gates of pain open and transcend it into bliss?

Go all out and have a blast, you’re divine after all, you have everything you need, you’re supported more than you know, and the universe loves you more than you can imagine.